I'm done with you NAPFA

Took my last every napfa today! Didn't turn out exactly the way I wanted it to be (walau my sit & reach really bloody sucks ballzzzz) but I'm sooooo so so so content with my 2.4 timing! It's my best in all my 6 years. Seriously gotta owe it to liz for dragging me to run 13km from bishan to city hall with her, and running 6km from kallang mrt to shivani's house! Not that those 2 long-d runs suddenly boosted my stamina by damn lots but it really trained me mentally too. Like today during the run I was already panting like crazy on my 4th round but one thought kept me going:

"DON'T STOP. If you can do 13 this is nothing!!!! Just keep running and soon it'll be over."

And true enough I didn't! I kept stopping to walk for awhile the past few years (especially the last year, when my level of UNfitness was as its PEAK at the start) so I'm really glad I pushed on this time. YAYYY!!!!!! Thanks liz you awesome running buddy, owe a lot of this to you :D

Majorly shagged from napfa today... Wanted to make it a point to do something, or ANYTHING productive everyday but the Z monster is really taking over right now. So.... does this call for an exception?

Anyway, had a major rofl moment today during bio lecture when Jac was telling me about the movie called "The Thing".

"So what's the movie about?"
"Basically it's about these aliens who came to SINGAPORE-"

HAHAHAHA WTF!? SINGAPORE!? I don't know how she randomly linked SINGAPORE to aliens in the movie but yah hahahaha omg hilarious shit. Oh and while on the topic of movies, Yinwen called the human centipede the human CATERPILLAR. WTF omg hahahahahahaha.

K gonna sleep now and share this awesome video I can't stop watching!! It's a blind audition on The Voice. Shitttttt the guy is cute... AND SOUNDS 99% USHER holy cow.

Overflowing thoughts

UK uni talks today were just... demoralizing. Rachel and I left the talk all depressed and siannnn x1234567. Sighhh after seeing the requirements it just suddenly struck me that maybe I'm just not good enough. Or at least as good as I think I am.

But no point putting myself down. Crystal's right, this is all just unnecessary stress. And we don't even know what we're truly capable of yet, so why put ourselves down so fast? And maybe we're just placing expectations on ourselves, too high and too sudden that cause us to think we'll probably never get there. It might be true, but hey, equally for the opposite too right? And if overseas applications fail, there's always local unis! Not saying they're bad, (in fact quite reputable) but the prospect of going overseas to study is just so much more bloody exciting!!!! Come to think of it, other than the "Singapore is boring" reason, I don't really have any other concrete reasons for wanting to study overseas... Hmm...

Oh well. This is one of those nights I think too much while laying in bed
again. Gonna sleep 'em away!!!!!!

p/s: thanks mutha for the company and all the uni-talk today :) really glad I went with you. would've been better if google maps wasn't being so guailan.. And would've been a lot better too if the stupid guailan woman in front of us wasn't there _|_ HAHA love ya <3

Shoebag

Had a damn WTF and quite LMFAO encounter in school today. I was subscribing to Broader Perspectives at the canteen walkway and we get a choice between a notebook and a shoebag for the free gift. They didn't have the shoebag there so I asked the dood "what does the shoebag look like?"

"Uhh... It's a bag, about this big.. And... You can put your shoes inside."

LOLOL how does my question sound anything like "WHAT IS A SHOEBAG?"!? Hahahahaha seriously... Couldn't be bothered to ask further so I just took the notebook lah. If I asked more he might just continue telling me everything else except how the shoebag looks like.

Can't believe CTs is like.. 3 weeks away!?

o m f g

Greetings from Melbourne!! ;D

Happiest moment of the day: When Shivani replied my whatsapp message from Melbourne ;D

I'm normally damn attentive during econs tutorial k but really couldn't resist replying her lah omg really miss her too muchhhh!!!!

Best part was when she said "i'm having bio now and answering like a pro" LOL! Wish I could be there to see her rattle a whole string of cheem bio terms in class looking all impressive and #LIKEABOSS!!! Haha was so fun receiving pictures of her camwhoring with her pretty new iranian friends, her new bio teacher drawing the DNA structure on the whiteboard, her bio notes on biomolecules and the bus stop from which she takes the bus to go home.. As random as these photos might seem, looking at them already makes me super happy and relieved cos at least I know she's adapting well to her new life there and not getting egg-pelted or something HAHA. The whatsapp conversation with her totally made my day lah was so happy to the extent that I was smiling when we were discussing some politics thing in groups during gp LOL.

Yayyyy happy happy day ;D

Where's my pumpkin pie

Dear Shivani, can't really believe that you are actually in Melbourne now! And in fact gonna be there for quite a long period. It's only been a day and I miss you like SHIT already, not even exaggerating. Although I don't even see you a lot in school before you left, school life suddenly feels that much emptier just knowing that you're not here :( Wish that time will fryyyyyy so that we'd be done with A levels and you'll be back. Really hope you'll adapt well there and remember to tell us if the aussie dudes and chicks bully or throw eggs at you, the rowdies gang will fly there and throw roti prata with curry in their faces ;D I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHIVANI take care there and all of us miss you lots (L)

I know it gets hard sometimes

Best adam lambert MV I've seen!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING AWESOME... the good side of adam in the video is SOOOOOO cute. Too cute.

Shit lah I'm still struggling to catch up with work ever since orientation ended! Always lagging behind in everything and so lost in lessons nowadays :( And to make things worse I've been falling asleep the moment I get home, whether I get home at 4pm or 10pm! I always tell myself "ok just a 1 hour nap will do then i need to do some work desperately" BUT WHEN I SLEEP I WON'T WAKE UP TILL THE NEXT SCHOOL DAY!!!!! This has been a supahhh annoying trend and it just happened again today (which is why I'm still up at 1am). NEED TO STOP!!!! It's j2 sial no joke.

And must you really go Shivani? :'(

OOOOOOOOOOOOO---

Orientation has been sooooooo tiring, been getting home at close to 10, sleeping at 12 and waking up at 6 everyday. Tired as ballzzzz but gonna push on cos this is all worth it :) missing 4 days of lessons for this is worth it, MR02 is worth it!

Finally getting some free time now which gives me the time to blog this and rest for that little bit before meeting my awesome OGlings for dinner!!

Last day tomorrow, PRESS ON PRESS ON!!!!!!!!!! Let's end off I'storia with a BANGGGGGG :)